Sy mw tny.. Knp boyz kn, sllu demand gulz tuk bt bnd2 yg boyz xska n WAJIB ikut rules dorg.. Tpi, boyz p bt pla bnd yg dy x sruh gul dy bt.. Adakh 2 adil nmanya.???

Kemarin sy cek fb boyfie sy, ingin bniat tuk cek n tlg dy say thx kpd para ahli fb yg say 'happy bday' sm dy (cz bru2 nye bday dy).. Tpi tnpa d sgka2 sy tnmpk msg2 dy ber-hye2 dgn gul len.. WOW.! Py tkesima sy tgk 2 screen laptop.. Kaku bt smentara wktu.. ad yg siap mnt numb lg.. ok lg.. gul yg dy mnt num 2 snior sy jg @ 1 umur dgn dy @ dy kira rpt sm 2 chikaro.. nmun yg sy x blh trima is dy p bchat sm gulz len n DY yg START 2 conversation.. Marvelously SHYT baby.. Yeah, sy tw sy pn ad lyn llki n ad chat sm llki d fb tpi sy ad inform dy bh sma sepa sy chat, pa kmi say, brp byk n dot3.. almost evrything i do, i told him.. tpi dy.?? 1 hruf pn neda dy ckp.. shial nye..

Sy tw lh yg :
~ gulz2 d fb n college 2 mahahebat, mahakarya, maha luar biasa, mahaistimewa.. sy nye pa jg.. neda pa2 wha org bilg.. bak kta lagu " aku musafir hina " tpi inda lh sy ckp sy hina tpi sy hny bt pbndingan..
~~ sy nye inda ctik, nda comel, nda lawa.. nda ayu.. nda smua lh.. stakat ad rupa paras yg ala kdar.. x d bnding kn dgn dorg.. gulz2 fb n college 2 ctik brabis, bamikap, comel glax, lwa tlmpau, ayu yg tramat.. sy nye sdh lh gnas, ad lil bit tomboyish lg..
~~ gulz2 2 sexy, hot n spicy, btuk bdan mntap, good body shape, brisi, gebu2 n soo on.. Sy.?? cuma ad bdan krus n rata + neda btuk gitar.. non-good body shape.. nda sexy, nda hot.. dorg 2 bak kta twisties " irresistable "
~~ dressing dorg mantp2.. lawa2.. bling2.. fashionista lg.. sy.?? stkat bju tshirt+jeans+sandal/kasut.. 2 seja.. n i just a typical sch gurl tht wears uniform evrywhr i go n whr shirts tht btnda nem sch.. neda wh trikan
~~ dorg 2 mtg.. ckup umur.. ssuai dgn umur kw.. then ad yg kw blh use tuk lpaskn nafsu kw.. me.?? sdh lh childish.. neda kematangan lgsung evn sdh 17 n SPM candidates lg nye

Pokok nya, dorg lg hbat lh dr sya.. naaaa.. jdi sya sggt skit aty skrg nye psal sya tw sy neda pa2 tpi lau ad prob sm sya, trus trg sm sya bh.. dont lie 2 me baby..

nye ttba sja tw kw bt gtu sma sy.. adoish.. py lh.. eyh.. sgla ayat pemakian wha kuar dr mulut sya.. smbil memaki n bchat sm Din2.. smbil cry.. n FYI, f anda cya lh.. Sya cry dr ptg 2 smpai lh ke mlm.. then mndi n smbung cry until tgh mlm.. then tgk tv jap smpai jam 2 n cry lae smpi jam 4 sbuh bru ttdur.. then jam 5 sbuh bgn.. eyhh.. nda pnah sya rsa d tipu gnye syg..

Skrg sya xtw lh cmna sya mw cya ckp kw lg.. N jjur i say, neda sdh thp kesabaran sy.. btul2 sya skit aty.. kw btul2 inda pndai serik kn.??

so i nasihatkn, jan kw ever nyesal ats perbuatan kw thdp sy n start nye ary, sya xkn pgg lg pa2 jnji sya sm kw n sya xkn lg ikut rules yg kw bg sya.. dont try 2 make me become crazy bh... once kw make me crazy, kw akn nyesal smpi bila2.. jujur sy ckp.,.

n nw kw tlh mncabar kewibawaan sy n mncabar thp ksbaran sy shingga sya btindak demikian.. N 1 ary nnti.. kw akn RASA pa yg sy rasa skrg nye.. u hv 2 pay 4 every 1 of my tears that falls.. kw igt 2 syg.. KW AKN RSA PA YG SY RSA SKRG NYE.. SGLA SADNESS, DERITA, STRESS, N KEPERITAN YG SY DPT, KW AKN RSA JUA NNT.. bkn sya btujuan mw nyumpah tpi nye lh hakikat hdup k..