well.. its not like those sad news such as death or accident or WW3.. it just that, my dad.. its all 'bout my daddy..
well, enough of my bla3-ing in full english.. i'm going to talk in broken BI.. aha
so, story 'bout my dad is, he kna move n work at kk.. well, mayb ppl will say that "owh.. besa lh tue.. org akan kna kc pndah keja, skali skala..".. yeah, i know that.. i'm aware of that a ling tyme ago.. i saw a lot of my frenz had to pindah sch just in order to follow their dad.. well, now i know hw it felt.. i know that y'all will say that 'it's ok.. we understand how u feel.. u're gonna be fine.. i'm sure u can" n bla3.. well, i know that but i guess u will nver understand it unless u felt it urself.. it sad, to not having ur father by ur side.. well, now i'm gonna be a loner.. i know that i had my mom, sis n bro.. but, my sis n bro gonna be gone when it's sch tyme.. then my mom gonna hv to go to meow2 when it's sch holiday.. now i'm gonna learn how it is, now having ur parents by ur side.. i hv to be an independent child.. well, tyme to think of it, when it's holiday tyme, both my parents r not at home.. well, u see, my dad at kk n my mom at meow2.. so, i just hv to stay with my sis, bro n kak sal..
now, i really do need they're pushing me, desak me to get straight A's n so on.. just in case i done well in my SPM next year.. i know that i'm wine-ing 'bout being given a lot of pressure from them but now, i wanted it.. i wanted them to gimme pressure.. seriously.. i'm not kidding.. at home, when my sis n bro gone to sch n my dad gone to work at KK, so just me my mom n kak sal.. it's gonna be less cheerfull.. less schout, scream n less laugh.. my dad n I always hv a frenly fight with each other.. we always joke around, make each other laugh n so on.. but now, i dont hv it anymore.. sadly.. now i cry n cry n cry.. mayb i should write "Crying" in my hobby list.. well, since it's the thing that i've always do at midnight.. well, that's it.. that's all i wanna say.. bye then..
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